Today, or yesterday when this is posted,
is not a good day. My emotions have been way out of tune today.
On paper, today was very productive.
I did nothing but work.
Worked on edits, college applications, internship stuff, docuseries stuff.
I basically spent this entire day working.
In theory, this was one of the most productive days I have had in a while.
I should consider having more bad days to be more productive
The truth is… I was left feeling low today.
I emotionally shut down for today.
And took to productivity to stifle any thoughts.
This update isn’t as grandeur as the previous ones I have put on here.
To compensate I put this cool image in the background.
I think all of this is happening because of my search
for a “home”.
I believed I was getting really close to finding it this week… and today I lost it…
I have no idea what to do about it,
and to say the least…
I am a tad bit impatient
To step back, I spent this week beginning college applications. It has been building up a great deal of stress for me, so I want it done. Easy to say, hard to execute. On the other end, I spent this week slowly chipping away at season two plans for the Outspoken Narrative. This week has shown me that all good things will take time, including this organization. Getting a worldwide team of creators, artists, and filmmakers to work in perfect harmony is a challenge. Maybe cause they aren't meant to work in harmony... Maybe chaotic harmony? Who knows. To say the least, I got a lot of things going for me. I am excited And you know We all have those bad days... This was just one of them. For now, signing off, The Wanderer A song I have been listening to recently