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Patience

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When did society drop its patience
When did I drop my patience 
It disappeared as the years passed...
Just as many values do

Everyday, I wake up
my mind already toiling
of the things to complete

The never ending list
clouding my memories
my present state
even my happieness at times

It feels great to escape
Once in a while
I went to Shenandoah the other day
It was serene

Absolute silence on the river
Only inturrupted by rapids, birds,
and conversations with a friend

It gave me an escape
From my sprinting mind

Although,
as if a form retribution...
my mind took me back to my state of impatience
the day after.

I am to blame
I overload myself
Fostering my anxiety

I am glad to say though
It is improving
As time progresses, I am learning to say no 
Declining "new, exciting opportunities"
Focusing solely on myself. 

Due to this I am finding success gradually
In both my personal life, being happier
And also in my endeavors

As for now
The trip to Shenandoah...
Right before school starts this week
Was a blessing

I am excited for the next weeks.

For now, signing off,  
The Wanderer

A song I have been listening to recently

Author: Eshan

I am Eshan Vishwakarma. A 17-year-old filmmaker, writer, and, photographer. I am interested in learning about myself, and that is what this blog is for. I write about my journeys, struggles, and aspirations. I also, occasionally, write about topics I truly believe in. Through this blog, I feel a little more connected with my true self. If you are interested, check out the blog and leave a comment if you like the stuff I write. Thank you for coming!

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